Sunday, April 20, 2025

Really Laying Down The Line Quite Extensively (Updated April 20, 2025)


Hi again. Brian Joseph Johns here.

I put this together shortly after writing the latest updates to The Butterfly Dragon: We Who Stand On Guard and I thought it would fit better as its own post.


The Principle Of Truth

First of all I'd like to say that truth is real, because that's all there is in reality. 

There's the known truth (what we know and learn by way of observation) and the hidden truth (what we don't know or hide).

Every variation there is of truth can be summed up as making it known or hidden, just like what I've written below and this concept is universal.


The Hourglass Society Principle

I've never used crack cocaine in my life, and I've never been incarcerated in jail or prison with all due respect, though I'm glad that our society doesn't just throw people away and that there is rehabilitation and harm reduction.

If we did throw people away, then society would be more like an hour glass and eventually the people that we threw away would outnumber the ones that we didn't. Hence society would eventually become theirs and the whole cycle would continue again, with those who threw people away being the prisoners of those who were thrown away, and maybe that is a sign of what is currently happening with society.

If you're an honest person, you'll very quickly realize that nobody is perfect, but there has to be values and principles that protect everyone (especially innocence) while keeping a status quot where we all meet in the middle: rules that protect us all, and that's what rights, laws and rehabilitation is all about. 

Remember though, that on either side of the fence between law and lawlessness, there are very determined people who live by principle who have by one means or another become forcefully willful in order to survive in their paradigm, and that you should be mindful of your conduct in life and your regard for either side, and about throwing all your weight entirely to one side or the other or we'll turn into an hourglass society, and end up in a cycle where the people who've been thrown away will outnumber those who threw them away and those thrown away will be the new lords of the land to the dismay of those who threw them away.

I'm not saying that we should compromise societal values at all (especially those that protect innocence), but I am saying that we should be mindful of letting all or nothing ideologies run rampant, because they're sewing the seeds of an hourglass society and when we reach the tipping point, it would be a very dangerous time for everyone.

Don't let people play you to the extremes, because they're trying to benefit from the disparity between the two sides at your expense. The people who play people to extremes are the most dangerous people to the safety of everyone in an hourglass society. Let's hope we never get there or that if we do, that the sensibility of the people thrown away is better than the sensibility of those who threw them away. Don't become the monster you seek to save everyone else from.


Of Inspirations And Young Man

My ex-girlfriend Helen Yi Chen gave me the nickname "Young Man", because she's an older woman and I'm a younger man. There was an age gap of a little over a decade when her and I were romantically involved. I was 39 years old and I'm 57 years old now. 

She also gave me the nickname Young Man because I've studied a lot of C.G. Jung in my life (ie Jung Man), and that just goes to show how clever she truly is, seeing as her first language is Mandarin Chinese. 

Helen Yi Chen was the woman that the abusive harassment cult I often rant about began stalking because of our romantic relationship, simply because I'm European Canadian and she's Mandarin Chinese. 

Obviously this cult was against such a relationship and so they took it out on her, knowing that she would just eat it and say nothing about the harm they were doing, because that's how people often take advantage of Asians and their inspiring work and life ethic, because they seldom if ever complain, even when being subjected to social abuse or burdened with weight.

We broke up in 2006 for her health and safety and it really destroyed me, not to mention the mess that this cult tried to create in order to prevent us from ever getting back together.

Almost everything I've written here on Shhhh! Digital Media in its creative and inspiring manner (especially for women) is because of her and women like her.


Young Men And Video Games

Speaking of young men, in response to the Congressman who accused able bodied young men of playing video games all day, you do realize that many video game streamers actively raise money for charity and generate an income, though only a small percentage hit the big time and make a decent living from it.

Don't forget too that production development tools for the kind of content that I produce here on Shhhh! Digital Media is achieved with tools that sometimes can look like a video game (such as anything produced in Unreal Engine, Blender, Lightwave3D, Maya, Hitfilm, Daz3D, many of which are used now in film and streaming production by many big players in the multi-billion dollar a year industry). 

The video game industry in terms of revenue recently surpassed all three big publishing and presentation mediums combined: film, streaming and television, books and news media, and accounted for a whopping half a trillion dollars (approximately $455 billion) in 2024 alone. I'd say that there's a lot of hard work and economic benefit going on because of video games and the technolology it spurred. 

Graphics Processing Units (GPUs) or Graphics Cards, are one such technology which was mostly funded by the video game market (and young men), and GPUs are now the essential hardware powering the AI revolution. I remember advising a friend and business associate of mine in the late 1990s to invest in 3D acceleration hardware (he was a friend of my employer at the time). I lost track of him over the turn of the millennium, but I heard that he invested in Diamond Multimedia and NVidia way back when and on my advice. I hope he's somewhere in the tropics enjoying his yaught and if he has any extra, if he'd consider investing in Shhhh! Digital Media ;-)

Regardless, if you are a "young man" in your late teens (18 >> 25 years old) and you want a great way to earn money and keep in shape, get a gig doing 20 hours a week of labour. If you get the right job it can be like a paid workout.

Better yet, learn from innovative streamers like CodeMiko, who has managed to combine her modeling and animations skills in Maya 3D and the latest motion capture technology and her development skills with Unreal Engine 5 to produce very entertaining broadcast streams on YouTube and Twitch. She's like Sandra Oh and Carol Burnett in the age of technology.


My Experience With Martial Arts

I've formally studied martial arts in my life and achieved an intermediate level of training (about 5th Kyu in Goju Jujitsu Ryu and Aikido) and have some training in Wing Chun and Chen Style Tai Chi, though it has been at least 7 years since I was last actively training. 

Funny, but there are some people in life who if you're a writer or content creator involved in writing action and martial arts content, that you should be required to pay other people for it who have really studied. A sort of sponsorship. I have no problem with crediting my own instructors, mentors, Sifus, Senseis and Sebomnims, and I certainly credit those whose martial arts work and content I enjoy online, and I always give credit where its due, but there is a very abusive aspect in society currently that is seeking to force people like myself to pay people in my community to borrow martial arts skill and this is a form of criminal extortion sought by abusive people in the community who have NO formal training, who have no respect for or interest in the history and cultural traditions involved, who are just looking for a quick way to wear the effort of a writer like myself as part of their scam.

I am aware that this is and has long been a problem for anyone studying martial arts, but its funny how when you're a writer who has formally studied martial arts, these scumbag extortionists show up out of nowhere expecting you to pay them just so you can write such stories in their turf and territory. 

There used to be a man named Terence who lived nearby in my community who would do this often, and had an entire gang of people in the community going around and collecting from me to pay him for his martial arts skills and training. 

He and his friends even used to stalk me to the dojo and back when I'd go for training. I never confronted them because it would certainly have escalated the situation. I did some investigating and he's completely untrained, as in no record of being in a dojo whatsoever.

I understand from when I was studying myself, that it can be difficult on a tight budget, and I even forwent several of my belt examininations because at the time I studied, it cost about $175 for the test (depending upon which Kyu, you have to pay for up to three examiners usually), the administrative fee (which updates your records with both the school ie Shotokan for instance, and the Police database of your qualifications), and any additions that the examination affords you by success (like a belt or hakama for passing your examination, both of which are worn as a symbol of your level of achievement). 

At the time I was studying, I was on a very tight budget, and my Sensei allowed me to progress without taking the examination on the promise that I'd test when I could afford it. I progressed through to about 5th Kyu in this way, but unfortunately its not on record, but my training is to a limited degree, not to mention I have sponsorship from most of my living Senseis. 

The Sifu under which I studied Tai Chi is now deceased, but he used to teach outside of Bridgepoint Medical on Broadview Avenue, and we'd train by the (Sun Yat-senmonument in the park from about 5am until 6am on weekdays back in 2004/2005. 

I've trained in Tae Kwon Do too, but I didn't progress very far and would have loved to go further with it if I was better financially fixed for it. I think it would be difficult at 57 to jump back in, but not impossible. All of these martial arts are great for fitness and endurance in ways that are difficult to understand unless you've trained, and very differently from many traditional exercise based workouts. Martial arts and traditional exercise work well hand in hand, though be careful not to over stress your flexors, tensors, stabilizers and tendons.

When someone attempts to force you to pay them in any currency (it doesn't have to be money) for something that you did not solicit them for, in Canadian law, that's a crime called criminal extortion and good for up to five years in prison if you're found guilty.

Now, I just tell the extortionists that the only way they're going to get anything from me is by taking it by force. Nobody has made that attempt yet (thankfully) but you have to draw the line somewhere though. In all, I think this issue is a sign of much deeper and much more serious problem that needs examination by authorities or some kind of oversight in society.


The Stuff That Comes From Me And My Devices

One of the problems that I'm encountering often with said abusive harassment cult is that they collectively attempt to make it seem that everything that originates from my devices is originating from people other than myself. In fact, this cult or collective seems to be using whatever I do on my devices to fuel their lives, and that doesn't just mean my usual research and writing related activity, but also my private, intimate late at night erotic activity (which is very personal I remind you), which is mostly composed of the kind of Asian eroticism that I enjoy.

Then, this same cult tries to make it appear that activity originating from other devices (assumingly from my neighbours computers and phones) is coming from my devices. Kind of like swapping our computer and internet activity, and the amount of effort that goes into this and the people involved in keeping this illusion is quite staggering, including workers of infrastructure.

Now, these people aren't doing this in order to protect my secrets or privacy at all. From what I'm gathering, they're doing it to make it seem that I'm a completely different person from the person that I actually am. That is, the person writing everything here on Shhhh! Digital Media (me) is actually someone else, whose lifestyle and life preferences are very, very different from mine, including my culture, my religion and the culture (and religion) of my own love interest, and very much attempting to keep it in a different place than it truly is. In other words, lying about my identity and from whom my activity originates and this seems to be criminal as in a criminal racket in nature. I mean the effort to spy on my devices and the effort to replace my identity with that of someone else.

Their activity seems to involve making it seem that I don't possess the skills that I have (in other words making me seem consistent with someone else's identity rather than my own).

For instance, I am a (trained) programmer and have been for decades, but frequently there is a lot of effort to make it seem like my writing doesn't originate from someone who is a programmer, and therefore often the members of this cult will force me to pay for sponsorship from some other programmer (especially when I write parts for Zheng Ni Wong of Butterfly Dragon).

As I stated, I'm both a C++ and Pascal/Delphi programmer from as far back as the 1990s.

Much the same, I am a skilled piano and keyboard player with a very extensive background in music theory, but I'm horrible at sight reading. This also includes MIDI, with which I've been working since the 1980s. I am not a guitar player and have never owned a guitar, but I could probably learn to play to a limited degree thanks to my knowledge of music theory and my ability to play by ear as well.

I am also a capable horseback rider, including limited horse care, and have trained and ridden in both urban and rural settings, including the Rocky Mountains. I'd probably have a bit of physical difficult to just jump on a horse today, but I could ride standard western style and to a limited degree, English style riding. I know some other people with similar skill, but I am not taking or borrowing their reputation from them. These are aspects of my life and I will not pay any abusive cult for sponsorship in claiming to have these skills, no matter who they are.


My devices by the way are:

  • An AMD/NVidia based Windows 11 computer workstation.
  • An Intel based Windows 11 laptop that I rarely but occasionally use.
  • A very old Android 4.4.2 Samsung Galaxy Phone which despite being very old, is very dependable.

This activity originates from the same group who were previously involved in making me pay them for sponsorship in martial arts, and any other skill that shows up in my writing, and basically extorting from me the writing credits for my content. As I stated, this also seems to involve elements of infrastructure despite the fact that I am supportive of infrastructure and harm reduction.

This also seems to be a forced effort to force me into specific religious beliefs and to convince others of the same. That is why I so often put up posts clarifying these facts.

Once again though, these are people who would collectively deny a person of their own identity both in person, and online and this seems to be criminal in nature.

My solution is to share their methods and motives with absolutely everyone, in the hopes that people on either side of the fence who are experiencing the same of similar symptoms and who are in a position to be able to have an impact upon this activity across the board have the necessary tools and intelligence upon which to act.

I make no effort to obscure my identity and I make very little effort to hide my computer or phone activity, but the legal onus is operating against the membership of this cult because as I've stated, their disregard for human rights or the law when it comes to conducting illegal monitoring or surveillance.

I think that my written stories and my behiaviour indicate fairly well that I'm a worldly person, however I won't put up with being bullied or forced in any direction that is against my wishes by any people or ideology and will lay down the line when necessary (hence the title of this post) and I have absolutely no fear of them either.

Who I'm attracted to is really none of the business of such a cult or ideology, especially seeing as there are no obstructions of legality or morality in this regard. More so, I'd certainly say that this is also very strongly connected to women's rights as well, especially those of (adult) women having the final say over what happens with and what she does with her own body.

From what I'm gathering as well, this ideology seems to want to decide the rules of what people and couples can and can't do in their own bedrooms, and certainly not in protection of innocence.

Not to mention, they might be trying to prevent certain relationships from forming by preventing two people from forming a bond or link. When two people are attracted to each other, they'll often take on aspects of each other's lives. For instance, if my own love interest has certain skills, I might pretend that I have those skills and she might pretend that she has my skills. In order to prevent us from forming a bond, a (scumbag) cult might try to trick us into breaking that bond, by tricking one of us (or both of us) into demonstrating skills that the other doesn't have, of by tricking us into demonstrating some other aspect of our lives that would contradict our love interest or partner.

This aspect seems to be related to some form of Gnosticism in which two people form a bond by carrying the weight of the other. The members of this cult seem to want to force connections of their choosing between people while breaking connections between people they disagree with, likely on the basis of the racist or ideological aspects of their beliefs (ie preventing someone European Canadian from being with someone Asian). Some ideologies disagree with certain mixtures of cultures and will go to great lengths to prevent or break such connections from forming in the first place, while forcing connections of their choosing, which I believe that this cult use as a form of surveillance.

When two people are connected (ie they've formed a bond that they've maintained for some time), they'll get clues about each other and even feel each others' presence. They'll experience meaningful coincidences related to the other to whom they're bonded by these means, such as noticing things in a store that would be enticing to their bonded partner, or experiencing joy or anxiety over situations that would cause the bonded partner the same sorts of feelings. Almost like empathy.

The stalking cult in question might use forceful connections as a secretive means of surveillance of a person, to gain access to secrets or to get clues about the person their forcefully bonded with and this is an aspect of how Gnosticism works, but not one of their motives. Ie you'll rarely see a (real) Gnostic trying to force a connection between two people, as in my experience, they let it happen naturally as part of our freewill. 

Those abusing these aspects of Gnosticism are people who toy with this aspect of bonding, and force connections between people for their own experimentation or entertainment. For instance, forcing a bond between two different people struggling with very different forms of mental illness, so that they each experience the others' symptoms and are likely very perterbed by such an effect and often for the entertainment of those forcing such a connection. Yes, there are many people who do these cruel things and this likely connected to what I'm exposing here. Especially aspect between two people that affect the behaviour of the two people nonconsensually bonded in ways that undermine the lives of the two. 

This is definitely an aspect of what's involved in stalking by the harassment cult I'm exposing.

For others who are very much into this forced bonding nonsense, its a sort of daily game for them, one in which they metaphorically mix up names in a hate, and then attempt to force bonding between many different people over the course of the night. The following day, they then turn it into a game of figuring out who is connected with who, and that aspect involves many of the activities connected to stalking and harassment. In other words, harassing or provoking people in such a way where the stalkers each provide a little bit of the total sum of harassment against a solitary person whom they're measuring for such connections to others, and based upon their reaction to this harassment this is how the cult determines to whom they're connected or bonded (against their will).

Dissecting this aspect of the cult took me about fifteen years of investigation and piecing their activities together using didactic reasoning and logic and from what I understand, its one of their most closely guarded secrets.

Their motives for this sort of conduct is because they use these ideas to justify stealing creative and intellectual property from one person and giving it to the credit of another, based upon the idea that the person who's property is being stolen was connected or bonded with someone else who is actually responsible for the intellectual or creative property. The cult in question base this upon the difference in interests and skills of the two people being evaluated for this situation and this seems to form the basis for auditing (though most likely not the Scientology form of auditing).

For instance, if you're an inventor and you one day invent something that involves skills or interests that aren't seemingly part of your history, the cult might try to audit you in order to determine if you were bonded or connected to someone else when you came up with this invention, and they'd likely test you for consistency between your invention, the interests and the skills involved in having come up with it. If you tested inconsistently, then the cult would search for someone close to you that is more consistent with these aspects of the invention, and then test them and if they were more consistent, the cult might help them to steal the invention from you and give it to the credit of this other person.

This also would involve scams where the cult involved would attempt to create situations where it seems that a person claiming to have certain skills doesn't actually have them, in order to make it justifiable to steal something from them that they created.

For instance, trying to make it seem like I lack certain skills in order to justify stealing something from me that I created that involves having those skills, such as the characters in my writing (Bryce Maxwell being a Quantum Physicist and Zheng Ni Wong being a Mathematician and Computational Biologist). Hence the cult would set about creating the impression that because I don't have a degree in Quantum Physics and I don't have a degree in Mathematics, that I couldn't have written some of the more technically inclined aspects of the Butterfly Dragon stories based upon that claim, and therefore finding someone else who would be closer to those skills than I. The same with martial arts. The same with programming. The same with... you see where I'm going with this.

We do benefit from being bonded for certain, because I know that the best and most heart felt aspects of my writing was the result having a strong bond with several of my ex-girlfriends (some of whom I've mentioned ie Helen Chen, Lillian Fries and Jasmine Lee), and the content being related to aspects of their being, but in a different sort of professional sense.

As I stated, the membership of this cult is definitely against certain connections between people much the same as they'd prevent those connections to prevent a relationship from ever forming between the people and instead forcefully connect people according to the rules of their cult and who is allowed to be together.

Also, the cult would setup situations to imply some form of link between people so that their cult members and friends are associated with the person they're attempting to scam. For instance, creating a situation where they set me up with a lady that I normally wouldn't date, with whom the cult would create scandalous situations that they'd use to discredit me, and create a link between myself and that person, keeping in mind that the entire situation from the beginning was part of such a plan to do so.

The same cult would then do everything they could to break the connections between my other ex-girlfriends and make it seem that everything I created originated from a bond with very different people than is factual. These are the kinds of intricate and involved scams run by this cult.

Combine this with other methods such as colour symbolism and gas lighting and I'd say that I have a pretty convincing argument with regard to the truth and nature of this activity and the people who conduct it.


About Volunteers, Freemason Counterfeiting, And Hell's Angels

Before I begin this part, I'd like to say that I am not mentally ill nor am I schizophrenic and I would never use such health issues in a stigmatizing way. I am not on the blue team by the way, especially where blue means hate means love and love means hate or where blue means to take on someone else's identity in  place of one's own. No blove either, which is a term this cult use that means blood love, and means making everyone else that isn't of the same blood carry the weight.

As I stated before, the members of this cult use these setups to create situations that they later use as puppet strings. For instance, the members of this cult setup a situation with a large obese African or Haitian woman named Reba back in 2004, which was part of an attempt to counterfeit me as a Freemason (apparently the members of this cult create a secret related to the colour brown as some brands of Freemason use the colour symbolism of brown black, which means to keep a secret about something symbolized by the colour brown).

Now, the only reason that anything ever happened with this person is because I felt sorry for her, because quite honestly, I'm not attracted to African or Caribbean women and never really have been with all due respect. However, she was volunteering and doing a lot good for the community (or so it appeared and was made to appear as such) and so I thought I'd forgo my own preferences and date her once or twice, and bite the bullet, and do something good for someone who was doing something good for the community, which was an extremely big mistake on my part. I didn't ask her. She asked me out by the way and it was connected to this cult I later found out.

As it turns out, it was part of a situation where this cult would create a brown secret, which as I stated is related to how some people build freemasons, but not only that, it is related to one of the patches of an outlaw motorcycle gang called the Hell's Angels and their "brown" patch, which bikers earn by sleeping with an obese African or Caribbean woman. This was information I found out in 2015 by the way, so it took some time to piece all of this together. This cult might also be connected to Scientology in some way as well and again, this situation might have been something from their war chest against me, despite the fact that I was never really against them, as any real Scientologists I've dealt with have rarely if ever been harassing or abusive, nor have they used my personal secrets to provoke anxiety or ferocity from me. But, there's a good chance that this cult is connected or trying to create conflict between different groups and they're using me to do this sort of thing.

So basically this was all part of this cult's plan and they knew that from the kind of person I was, that I'd feel sorry for her and go ahead with it, feeling like I was helping someone else without being selfish about the matter by considering what was in it for me, because there was certainly nothing that I was seeking from such a two night fling.

Regardless, that situation was just a means to create secrets which the harassment cult could use if I was ever a problem to them. They'd spread the rumours and stalk people that I know about it, and use it to sew discord.


Fire Alarms And Surveillance

This same group conducts illegal surveillance as well and they are not Police. They use the fire alarms for signalling in the building as well. That is, when something goes on with my computer that they disagree with or that catches their eye, someone on the floor near where their surveillance feed is located (a residential apartment in the same building), they'll pull the fire alarm, and this is something that happens three to four times a day, nearly every day and keeping in mind that the Toronto Fire Fighter Service charged approximately $200 to reset the fire detection system every time they're required to service an alarm.

This is triggered by activity on my computer about 75% of the time and almost always is accompaniesd by verbal harassment, almost always by other residents in the building, and sometimes even by Fire Fighters who show up to service the alarm.

Now I'm certainly not saying that people should ever refrain from pulling fire alarms in any situation where they feel there is the need (for instance signs of a fire or physical or sexual assault), but I am saying that in my situation and likely with a few other buildings in the area, this seems to be a frequent thing and part of this organized non-traditional criminal element.

What triggered the alarm today was my doing up my grocery shopping list on NoFrills and another major shopping retailer, and going to check out a handheld weight scale on Temu, which triggered someone to pull the fire alarm. The harassment level immediately picked up after it was pulled, not to mention one of the Fire Fighters responding said something related to the harassment as well (a very common occurrence despite the fact that I hold no ill towards fire fighters).

My reason for checking out a hand weight scale had nothing to do with narcotics (I don't smoke and I certainly am not in the distribution business but I did support the decriminalization of cannabis). One of the grocery stores I shop at has a vast vegetables section and no weight scale, and I shop there twice a month and quite often get my fill of vegetables. So the scale would have been for that purpose alone.

Now, the motive as to why someone would pull the fire alarm is likely to warn others in the community in the process of narcotics related transactions of there being "heat" ie some kind of legal risk in the form of someone informing on them, using some kind of secret code over the internet that is communicated by the web sites I visit.

So they assumed that because I was visiting a site to buy a scale, an item commonly used in small time and quantity narcotics sale for a vast number of different narcotics, that I was signalling someone as to the fact that there was a some form of narcotics related activity going on (which there very well might have been). They likely pulled it out of their own paranoia from spying on my internet too much and in the process of doing so, they certainly gave themselves away.

Some days I can't do a thing without this cult and the harassment arising from their illegal surveillance of my computer and internet and this seems to be community based and in protection of narcotics and other trafficking related activity. Meanwhile, I'm just trying to get my shopping list done so that I can do my grocery shopping this week.

As I stated, I don't use my computer for anything illicit, and certainly not piracy or anything of that nature, though sometimes at night I'll watch something of an erotic nature on my phone (which this same cult also keeps under surveillance). Keep in mind that this isn't law enforcement doing this not to mention that they're using this surveillance as part of their effort to steal my content and writing and give it to the credit of their cult members and whatever other organized crime they're a part.

These people are not conducting SIGINT (signals intelligence) or anything of that nature either, because such operators would definitely be very discrete if they were operating in the midst of a community.

Often, this is accompanied by the cult members replacing my identity with that of someone Jamaican, which in Canada is a hate crime, because our right to identity is protected by our right to life, and in protection of our right to identity is our gender, culture and religion, and replacing a person's identity in order to replace any of those aspects of our identity is a hate crime seeing as I'm European Canadian and I'm not biracial African or Caribbean with all due respect to anyone who is.

Wow. They're really giving themselves away aren't they?

Their activity in this way by the way seems to be related to colour symbolism as well as I stated above in the section The Stuff That Comes From My Devices. In this case they're fighting over the definition of red and black.


About My Identity

The content on Shhhh! Digital Media is still written and entirely owned by Brian Joseph Johns (it has never been otherwise), as is the registered company Shhhh! Digital Media.

None of the people who attempt to take the credit for Shhhh! Digital Media or my writing are around when the bills need to be paid, the internet needs to be paid, the domain names need to be updated and registered or when my GST/HST charges come in from Revenue Canada (I think the last one was estimated at about $1700). None of this content is produced outside of 200 Sherbourne Street Suite 701 in Toronto, Ontario, Canada.

I am European Canadian and I'm an Atheist that leans toward Buddhism and Taoism. 

I truthfully love Germany, and have enjoyed a couple of wonderful relationships with German women (one of whom is the inspiration for Alicia Westin), not to mention enjoyed the great hospitality of German people many times. They're always welcome in my life.


I'll be continuing We Who Stand On Guard and Two Butterflies within the next three days, and keep in mind that one of the reasons that writing is slowing down is because of splitting my time between production work in Unreal Engine 5 and other administrative aspects of Shhhh! Digital Media.

See you soon and enjoy the weekend!

As always, I'm with my Shhhh! Digital Media colours of red black, red white and red yellow and I am already a very rusty C++ programmer.

My name isn't Martin or Mark with all due respect. I'm 6 feet tall and weigh approximately 175 lbs, have light skin and dark hair, and green eyes. As I stated, I am an Atheist that leans toward Buddhism and Taoism and nobody will change me on that fact either.

Take your sponsorship and extortion scam and stick it where the sun doesn't shine and I don't mean the dark side of the Moon or Antarctica.

With all due respect, I am not a Jehovah's Witness or a member of Prince Hall. As I stated earlier in this post, I'm an Atheist that leans toward Buddhism and Taoism and its a hate crime to replace a person's identity and replace their gender, culture or religion.

As usual, I'm on the red black, red white and red yellow team.

I am not Ting "N" and I am not a guitar player, but Asian Ting is fine as its good listen and finally, as I stated earlier, my love interest isn't Filipino with all due respect to that very productive and industrious community.

Its not what you keep secret. Its a bit of both. Some wisdom from my phone.

I am NOT a member of Christianity and never will be with all due respect and that includes Roman Catholicism.

This content is entirely produced in Toronto, Ontario, Canada at 200 Sherbourne Street Suite 701 under the Shhhh! Digital Media banner.