In coding stuff like the "Dirbs" demo, it gives the Zheng Ni Wong character a bit of real background, and it was a chance to revisit some old school coding, on very new relatively easy to use scriptable tools, while employing the same principles I used thirty-nine years ago to write the first demo that got me in the door.
Anyway, there's a few changes there on the Downloads page, and a whole host of updates around the website that occur mostly under the hood.
I didn't get around to writing Era of the Spellbound, but I did very much and very fearlessly go to bat for what it represents, against a much more numerous opposition. I'm thinking Friday would be a good day for Era of the Spellbound, as I stated in my daily updates on the right side bar of this site.
Have a good evening...
I'm Brian Joseph Johns and this is Shhhh! Digital Media, and I'm very much part of my Shhhh! Digital Media colours of red black, red white, red yellow and red grey.
Yes I took out the mini-rant, but everything that I stated there within stands. I was harassed yesterday to the extreme, and more likely in another identity attack and identity replacement (trying to paint me as someone very heavy compared to my actual weight of 175 lbs at 6 feet tall). I'd never harass anyone over issues of their health or their weight (let alone harass anyone at all), so most of what I stated was my response to that harassment.
No brown secrets for me. I'm not in the Freemason counterfeiting business like some people. I am not a member of any form of Christianity at all, and am not a Satanist. I am not a Mormon. I am not a Jehovah's Witness or a member of Prince Hall. I'd never join any religion that is made up of people who use colour symbolism to steal the identity and output of other people and wear it like its their own, and then who erase the people from whom they stole it.
No blood love for me either and no hate means love and love means hate, and certainly no holy spirit. It she be rebranded to "evil spirit" because that would be more accurate. No church, or cross, or holy bible for me either. Wearing black does not make one a liar, nor does it alter their culture or reflect skin colour. Nobody has black skin. Nobody has white skin, and no two people have exactly the same skin colour. I'm not Ron Silk. I don't use, buy or sell narcotics and in fact, I don't even smoke. No kybalion for me, I mean its not like I'm baphomet or a templar at all. No devil or satan for me. No religion, I'm secular.
I'm not mentally ill. I just spent the last three days being harassed excessively by an abusive predatory group in Regent Park in Toronto, Ontario, Canada, who still are harassing me as I write this post. They're connected to a very abusive religious ideology that targets and harasses people as a form of trying to force them over to the "blue" side of their colour symbolism cult. Blue to them means a number of things that socially gives them the tools to remove a person's identity, replace it, and then to claim that everything that person states means the exact opposite. This cult also tends to use it to imply that they're possessing someone. So, I'm not blue or on the blue team and never will be in the sense this abusive predatory ideology relies upon. Blue in the sense as its used by this predatory ideology almost becomes like a form of cooties. So basically the members of this predatory ideology will harass a person trying to boil them over to the point that they appear not to be behaving like themselves, but a person who has been pushed to the brink and has boiled over.
The predatory ideology also weaponizes the identities of their members, swapping identities as a form of punishment, forcing others to carry the weight of a person with some form of criminal past, which the ideology then makes very heavy for their target of this form of identity swapping. Other people will be given the impression that whatever the weight of the replacement identity belongs to the person whom it has been newly applied.
So for instance, there's a fellow that lives and used to live in this community who apparently has a criminal history involving sex crimes of some nature. The members of this predatory ideology often attempt to swap that person's identity (his name is Clarence), with mine so that the good aspects of my effort go to someone else's credit, while the predatory ideology forces me to carry the weight for this person's sex crimes (that were accompanied by actual convictions according to my investigation).
This activity is connected to a form of organized crime that is very prevalently operating throughout society. Usually, I focus on producing my content, and try to keep my bearings on that direction, but as I stated, I am regularly harassed and attacked by this predatory group for years and on occasions where they become aggressively active, I speak out against them and often reveal quite about about them entirely legally. Their entire goal is to get away with these crimes against their victims, and then attempt to radicalize their victims to speak out in a way that resembles or crosses the line as hate speech (something I've never done). Often, the members of these predatory groups will attempt to associate their targets with known criminal gangs like the Hell's Angels, in order to benefit from the public's perception related to such groups, when in fact, the predatory ideology is working in conjunction with traffickers locally, both narcotics and sex traffickers.
They also attempt to tailor their attacks to shape their victim's responses in such a way that might paint them as being criminal themselves and quite often attempt to use the teachings of the kybalion as a concept around which to manipulate their victims between two extremes with the goal of pushing the victim over into one side of extremity or the other.
For instance, most recently, this same predatory ideology have been attempting to make me appear to be antisemitic. They've used my adherence to my Shhhh! Digital Media colour symbolism to paint me in ways that aren't applicable and to take advantage of that to label me in ways that don't apply, while benefiting from the negative stigma they've purposely created.
On Wednesday, they literally verbally attacked me from a stage nearby with a microphone and a crowd, during a rally in Regent Park. They literally while I was in my home office, verbally addressed and attacked me from that stage and I have material evidence to support this. What they're hoping to do is to provoke me to speak out have it sound like a hate crime.
One of the things they often do is attempt to replace my identity in order to replace my culture, and most often that occurs by painting me as being African or Caribbean (Jamaican, Haitian, Trinidadian, Guyanese for example), when I have no such ancestry of that nature at all. Their motive for doing this is two fold. The first reason has to do with ideas connected to Gnosticism, a form of duality that seeks to unify two diametrically opposing paradigms into one within a person. Initially, it originated around the concept of gender, as in ancient history with regard to dualism, gender is one of the first concepts we encounter that involves our dual nature. So the idea is that men and women start out with equal parts of both, and that a ceremony like marriage is Gnostic in the sense that the ceremony seeks to separate the masculine aspect from the physically female partner, and separate the feminine aspect from the physically male partner. This concept goes further, and make gender interchangeable between partners in such a way that each partner can benefit from the advantages afforded each gender. So this is what is at the foundational level entailed by Gnosticism, and no I'm not being remotely controlled by anyone you assume to be a Gnostic, and I'm not Irish, I don't have a brown skin fetish, and I've never had hepatitis in my life and I don't have it now.
With that understanding of duality, people who became interested in Gnosticism began looking for other forms of duality, attempting to integrate them into their philosophy of dualism in this regard. One of those aspects somehow found its way into perception based upon skin colour, diving the duality between people with light skin, and people with dark skin, and attempting to integrate it as a form of true Gnosticism. This idea found its way into branches of Rosicrucianism, largely unchecked by any centralized body, and eventually became a form of non-standard practice, and eventually the basis for many hate crimes. That isn't to say that Rosicrucianism is founded in hate crimes as much so as it is to say that this form of Gnostic philosophy has been host to hate crimes for as long as its existed, simply because it attempts forcibly to replace the cultural identity of its intended targets, with a replacement culture against their choice, and often by creating immense weight of some form as a burden carried by the target of this ideology. In all secret societies and their authentic members which I've known, colour symbolism never means skin colour. Never. The initiation into these non-authentic forms of Gnosticism and Roscicrucianism and possibly even Masonry, involves creating a burdensome secret that it represented by the colour symbolism of brown/black, in this case, keeping a secret for someone based upon their skin colour, and making it the weight of the "initiate". Some have even gone so far as to claim that this is the true source of Egyptian culture as well, hence this misinformed concept of Gnostic philosophy found roots in many Temples that became popular when Rosicrucianism became part of the pop culture, especially the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn, who historically have respected the philosophy and Egyptian tradition from which their tradition is derived through symbolism and metaphor, though into the 1980s, a movement founded upon this Gnostic concept of dualism based upon skin colour slowly worked its way into largely unrecognized groups allegedly intiating and practicing the philosophies of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. In my experience with authentic members (who can trace their mentor's lineage back for several hundred years), they have never initiated members using brown/black colour symbolism to create a burden for the African or Caribbean descended initiate, and have never integrated any such proclivities towards culture as part of their intiation process of bringing members into their temple.
My research into Freemasonry, and authentic Freemasons who similarly can trace their masters back for a hundred and fifty years and often more, it is the exact same thing. Skin colour, is never integrated into any craft originating from Gnostic philosophy, and that movement likely arose as a part of pop culture, and its interest with esoteric philosophy long before the internet became popular. From the nineteen fifties and forward. It became a counterfeit form of mystery school, and because secret societies were so secret back then, there was little way for the interested initiate to confirm the authenticity of any group initiating an entered member. In most cases, it is a scam, seeking to unload the weight of one people, while fooling another into believing they are entered into a secret society, when in fact they're simply being played for a fool.
In most cases, the weight will follow a pattern.
It will almost always involve an unwanted pregnancy, and then an abortion that requires the initiate to carry the weight for the real father as a "brown secret", which might also include an abortion.
It will almost always involve the weight of substance abuse (often cocaine or other hard narcotic substances), which is carried as a weight by the initiate as a "brown or blue secret". Blue is how cocaine is referred to, as it shows up in UV light glowing blue when Police are making a quick field determination about the nature of a substance. The brown secret aspect once again, refers to skin colour, and making that a weight for the initiate.
The final situations almost always involved, include association with sex trafficking in some way shape or form, in such a way that once again, the initiate carries the weight as a brown secret, for those who exploited those who were trafficked, with those in on this scam making that weight very heavy for the person who they've fooled into believing they are being initiated into a secret society. The initiate is then treated as if they were a sex trafficker, and often this reputation is stuck to them, in much the same way as the unwanted pregnancy in the first setup, and the substance abuse issues of the second setup.
In my case, I was burdened with a situation involving a very obese Haitian woman, who was a volunteer, who at the time that this occurred, seemed to me to be doing a lot of good.
I was not attracted to her in any way at all, but I was of the mind set that someone doing good selflessly in such a way, that there should be a reward, and so I took it upon myself to offer myself up, as a way to make a difference without outwardly thinking about myself first.
That person asked me out first (choosing the time of my mid November birthday in order to create this initiation situation, which should give a few clues as to the nature of the group involved as they were clearly trying to make future birthdays a time of suffering), and I accepted under that premise of making a difference for someone who probably wouldn't have met anyone willing to do this, though I never suspected that it would be used in the way that it was and criminally so, and that was part of the plan of the group in which she was a part, from the very beginning and is still being used that way until this very day.
The weight from those situations is purposely made very heavy for the victim(s) by the perpetrators, and this is often used to blackmail and extort them in some way shape or form. This is also used as a means to radicalize their victim, because issues of race are very often at the core of these methods employed by this predatory group, and if and when a victim speaks out, it is very likely that they'll be labeled as committing a hate crime, or eliciting hate speech, when in fact, the hate crime is in violating the first article of the Human Rights, which is our right to life. The right to life by legal definition and implication protects our right to identity, and any violation of our identity, especially which seeks to replace our culture or the responsibility associated with our identity by way of someone else's actions versus our own, is according to law an identity crime and hate crime and violation of article one of the Human Rights code.
This is one of the monsters I've been fighting since 2005, and one of the monsters that led to my having to break up with Yi Chen, as a result of the fact that she too was stalked by the membership of this predatory group. The same group then created situations to ensure that Yi and I would never get back together, with the intent of essentially cutting me off from Asian culture and trying to force me in a different direction culturally.
When in 2012 I began what would eventually become Shhhh! Digital Media, this same predatory group tried to append an alternate (African/Caribbean) identity to replace mine, so that people who began reading my work, often were led to believe that I was African or Caribbean or biracial African or Caribbean when I'm not. They kept this ruse in place right until this very day, as a means to attempt to associate all of my work and content with one or more other people, to whom my work has been credited, while painting me in a very different light, knowing that if I chose to speak out against it, that it would put me at risk of hate speech, or committing a hate crime. I've been very careful if and when I choose to speak out and have never crossed that line.
I am Welsh, Spanish, French and Sioux. My relatives assisting this cult are using their closeness to my family line, and their knowledge to assist this predatory ideology in erasing my real identity and existence, even labeling me as being a guitar player (when I've never owned a guitar in my life). Essentially, these are horrendous people who'd erase their own relatives, and are forcing me into a situation where I'll have to do this legally, with very few resources to do so.
Also, given the fact that my most recent relationships were with women from Southeast Asia, the membership of this predatory group are opposed to such relationships, and have done everything they could to erase those relationships as well, even going so far as to stalk ex-girlfriends into keeping their silence about the truth.
Unfortunately, even some members of family, friendly to the predatory ideology behind this have assisted this group, and have even attempted to help this group steal Shhhh! Digital Media and its content and associate it with people who have nothing to do with it, and this aspect I fear involves real organized crime.
They've timed this latest attack with my highest level of activity writing for some time, probably in order to provoke a reaction that gives people the stigmatic impression that I'm mentally ill, or under the influence of narcotics. I don't use narcotics at all, and I do drink, and enjoy it, but not often and often not very much. We all have stresses in life, but as I stated, there are predatory ideologies that can make life very difficult and often do so and target those who are very active about pushing forward in life.
Insofar as my own love interest being Southeast Asian goes, I won't back down from that or my affinity towards that part of the world, though I will always be loyal to Canada and what it represents, and to my fellow Europeans, and those friends in the United States, who know me, and know that if this sort of thing is occurring, that my words are sincere. I am not a member of the Salvation Army and never have been. I am not from Nova Scotia and have never been there in my life. I'm an Atheist/Agnostic that leans toward Buddhism and Taoism.
Brian Joseph Johns
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